Hey all. Its going to be exams time for me. To say the least I'm bit nervous about it. Constant failures have got hold of me since long. What I fear the most is falling short of expectations. I'm not sure how I'll be able to overcome this but I have an inner belief that chancesof succeeding are good this time. Not that I'm well prepared to face any question bouncers but some thing supernaturally strengthening me.

In fact I'm so lucky to be where I'm at this stage of life. Couple of months back I felt totally lost out of my focus in life. But now I'm kinda confident of facing small hurdles though I should be prepared to face higher obstacles in life. I feel that though I might have not earned for myself like doing something different or creative, I have to raise myself to be a good benchmark. Previouly I used to be a "good and proffessing" christian but now I'm bit changed and want to be absolutely different from my group in whichI belong to.

Yepp my perception of life has changed a bit and now I'm more of realistic than being idealistic which I was before. I would confess that I was a total hypocrite though I would say not 100%. Kinda saying something and doing a total 'u' from my actual standing. Also its being nice to put in my thoughts out here at tblog.

I would offer my sincere gratitude to the TBLOG TEAM for their excellant efforts in getting this poweful interface and that too free of cost. Isn't that amazing? I also want to thank my fellow bloggers like PastorDave, Surrogate, SebastianJoushua, LadyG, Whisper69, Akelso, Breakouttheglass, Appletree and many more whom I feel great to have blogged with. This is not my last postings in any case though Im just carried away by my emotions. Thank al of you. Continue your healthy blogging and I would also do the same. Beginning of coming week are my exams and I like to fare better though not prepared at all. Lets see what I can do in the remaining three days time. Sometimes it just takes a little precious time to grasp and entire volume only if the mind is healthy and concentrated.

Thanks and continue blogging... 

Hey all. Its going to be exams time for me. To say the least I'm bit nervous about it. Constant failures have got hold of me since long. What I fear the most is falling short of expectations. I'm not sure how I'll be able to overcome this but I have an inner belief that chancesof succeeding are good this time. Not that I'm well prepared to face any question bouncers but some thing supernaturally strengthening me.

In fact I'm so lucky to be where I'm at this stage of life. Couple of months back I felt totally lost out of my focus in life. But now I'm kinda confident of facing small hurdles though I should be prepared to face higher obstacles in life. I feel that though I might have not earned for myself like doing something different or creative, I have to raise myself to be a good benchmark. Previouly I used to be a "good and proffessing" christian but now I'm bit changed and want to be absolutely different from my group in whichI belong to.

Yepp my perception of life has changed a bit and now I'm more of realistic than being idealistic which I was before. I would confess that I was a total hypocrite though I would say not 100%. Kinda saying something and doing a total 'u' from my actual standing. Also its being nice to put in my thoughts out here at tblog.

I would offer my sincere gratitude to the TBLOG TEAM for their excellant efforts in getting this poweful interface and that too free of cost. Isn't that amazing? I also want to thank my fellow bloggers like PastorDave, Surrogate, SebastianJoushua, LadyG, Whisper69, Akelso, Breakouttheglass, Appletree and many more whom I feel great to have blogged with. This is not my last postings in any case though Im just carried away by my emotions. Thank al of you. Continue your healthy blogging and I would also do the same. Beginning of coming week are my exams and I like to fare better though not prepared at all. Lets see what I can do in the remaining three days time. Sometimes it just takes a little precious time to grasp and entire volume only if the mind is healthy and concentrated.

Thanks and continue blogging... 

Sometimes I'm in fear during my night sleep. The one question thats pressing me is Whats next? Anyways right from the sawn of the 20th century they had been numerous politicians in the form of popular leaders who promised to change a lot. However I'm terrified to see the ways in which the world is turing to particularly worrying amout a World War III

The visible after effects of the earlier World Wars have left me with this cruel opinion that one more war and the world would be dooms everywhere. A total destruction of humanity. Agreed we need good leaders to tackle crucial issues and comeup with solid solutions to counter them and to better the standard of living.

I would say that isn't it because of bad calculations from these leaders' part that the world is it at high risk. Take for example the hansome prez of Iran or the unforgiving people of Israel always retaliation for even the slightest attack or take George Bush who has totally messed up with Iraq or maybe Osama the much respected person of humanity. Every leader though elected by the people or majority to improve their standard of living and peace, at some point of time stop consulting anyone else and instead go ahead with their basic instincts thats nothing but attack and their hands are dangerously close to the nuclear bomb button.

God knows whats going to happen? One thing for sure people have become mindless and so busy that they in fact are signing the death warrants at their own hand. Meanwhile those who would need some change or have some wonderful opinions as always welcome.

LEADERS , PEOPLE LETS MAKE A BETTER WORLD.

 I truly missed all of you all during my week long viral fewer. In fact I got time only to send tblurts just to convey that my blog is still alive. I'm glad for all the true tbloggers like whisper69, ladyG, PastorDave, anniebannie and many others. Thank you all for your valuable co-operation and comments.  Sometimes more than the postingsI love the comments posted by these expert bloggers.

Let me tell you something of my illness. It started with a slight increase in temperature which was instantly subsided by medication. But it continued for the next and it took the form of a perfect recurrence everyday. But one thing got changed is that I started getting sleepless nights and ascending temperature graph. Meanwhile my mom who is an expert nurse took good care of me. At times I hurt her a lot by my actions and overstatements but I have came to realise that she is truly a great person to rely on while being unwell.

The fewer continued the same way for multiple days and even doctors were not able to put forth a proper reason for te same illness. This is because it was showing good symptoms of Malaria as well. The thing that might have put them in an ambiguous state is that I have not suffered a single mosquito bite forget about the anopheles mosquito. In fact on the third day while visiting the wash room I swooned and fell on to the floor. However I started feeling better after the 6th day. I lost some weight overall during this phase.

 Everytime I'm in distress and come out of the terrible situation, my heart is filled with gratitude towards God who always has put in a good state. Considering that I'm not worth for His precious grace but His love towards me is great. I want to add here finally that only if God helps me would I be able to reach a goodlevel in life and all my works without His grace would be futile and of no value.

What say guys??