First of all I apologize for the delay in posting.

I was a child with numerous dreams during my early growth stage to the point that I always dreamed and dreamed of getting big. I was a typical favorite with most people due to my hyper-activity including playing sports or academics. I was not and still not that handsome looking fellow to be liked by one and all. But strangely I have been able to be on the popular favorite list of my school teachers, relatives and friends. I guess it was due to my over-talking nature. In fact the first remark my mom received as a “compliment” during my 7^th Grade visitation t school was “Your son is very talkative”.

I hope that level of hyper-talking is still there though not at all times and sometimes its almost a rarity. I love to talk more on topics on which I may be well versed including Politics and Religion. In fact I had to take a retreat in my senior college days when I was almost on the verge of crossing with my own friends and inner circle. I’m very much aware of my weaknesses particularly that I’m just 5ft 7” and not too fair to say the least. This I say since I dreamt of becoming someone with a large following. Sometime I dreamed of becoming a cricket coach in the US and other time of becoming a doctor. However I’m more than convinced that there are at least some factors needed to become a small crowd puller. I’m very much aware that it’s difficult and life becomes uneasy latter. Currently I’m a software engineer without any concrete future since I’m not well versed in any programming language.

To Be continued…

Well I want to let you all know about my New Year resolutions for this year 2007. One interesting this year was that I dint take any resolutions at all. Wondering why?? Read further…

69Whisper had me tagged on his blog to tell things about me which others at Tblog aren’t aware. So though that it would be a nice thing if I could reveal my identity a bit through this personal diary. Well for the last 24 years of my life for almost every year during the 31^st night of December I had taken many resolutions which I feel I had not been able to fulfill. Always I had fallen short of expectations (set by myself).

So it’s quite clear that I had often cheated myself on my resolutions. Well things are started changing I suppose since the New Year. I always had dreams of becoming a big person. Sometimes I just spent the entire day in day dreaming and nothing else. Still I believe that I can become a different person altogether. The basic problem with me was that being from a strict religious family, I was forced to maintain certain traditions and created in me a person who’s a spoiled brat but pretending more of religious before others.

However I’m glad to say that I was not a 100 % spoiled person in that can assuredly say that I din’t fall prey to some of the vices. Now I can give you a good example. Like I want to watch a movie. Believe me I have never been to any cinema till date. However after Blogging with Pastor Dave I’m convinced that watching movie in theatres are not a big deal. My family does not advocate the watching of movies, they say that it spoil our mind. The community in which I’m considers watching movie in a hall as a sin being committed to the extent that the person can be stopped from attending the prayers standing in the front row. Not only are these there many such blind things being carried out.

Personally I believe that this is good to certain extent. However I’m even more surprised when people don’t do such sins but rather commit big blunders for the sake of money and position. People with money and position and most importantly people back support are given more priority over other.

To be continued…..